Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Moving on…..

When I began the journey to my education I had an idea of what I would like to be when I was done. That idea changed over time. I found a position with a great place to work, great people to work with. The only downfall was/is I wasn’t fulfilled. I found myself doing and being exactly the things I did prior to going to school. I found myself stuck in time. I had hope that something different, something challenging would happen for me. It didn’t.

I decided to take a little power back. To just look and see what there was for me out there. And what do you know; I found that place that I wanted to be in the beginning. That place found me and that place… showed great interest. I believe the things that happen slowly, deliberately and that try my patience tend to be the things meant for me. Well this happened slowly, deliberately and I was frazzled by it. The end result, exactly what I wanted, exactly what I needed and I got exactly that. I have a new position; I am embarking on my career. Finally I will be given the opportunity to shine at something that means something to me.

I thank my higher power today and each day for always providing me the strength and courage to do just what I need to do when I need to do it. I thank my higher power for providing with the necessary skills and tools to try and walk this path with integrity. Today, when I feel like leaping I am reigned in by the will of something much more powerful than me. Today, that power keeps me safe and provides stability for my family. I am a responsible, productive person because today I rely on the judgment of something besides myself. I rely on God.