This week has been painful. I have been committed to particular thing in my life for sometime now. I have taken every ball given to me and made something of it. I have altered my knowledge in such away that I have diverse abilities today.
I applied for another position. I was encouraged to even though I was missing a component of the requirements. The end result, great interview. We hired someone else. I learned long ago that loyalty is a great asset but I also had to learn to be loyal to me first. I think I have lost that somewhere along the way.
I feel the wind of change blowing through. With this wind I feel fear and excitement at the same time. When I let the excitement take the reigns I have to be careful and cautious. I believe in following the will of God today and I know HP doesn’t want me unemployed. When I feel fear I have to be cautious not to remain here, stuck in a dead end career.
I have to remind me each morning. I put a lot of effort into my education. My entire family sacrificed to allow me the opportunity to earn a degree. I find I am letting myself down when I don’t put the degree to use. I am forgetting the knowledge obtained. It is time put the spiritual principles to work. It is time to believe in me and quit believing in these people who are happy to have me right here….where I don’t belong.
posted by freedom14 @ 1:39 PM
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